:( i missed the leap year posting! doing my lab report and i feel like coming here to blog and de-stress! not that i'm under tons of stress, but yup, just to update a little about my boring life. oh, i got back my health report! so i'm of acceptable weight (though i feel like i can lose a teeny wheeny bit more of weight), my HDL is very high and my LDL is low! my overall cholesterol level and glucose level are low too. ahhhhh the joy of being healthy!
so right now, my aim is to stay healthy! for the past one week, i have been drinking milk to build up calcium. 1000mg a day is so difficult to attained! i'm just hoping to get at least 500mg a day. and of course, fruits and vegetables, at least two litres of water and less fried food! i feel happier knowing that i'm exercising and cutting down on certain food intake because i want to stay healthy and not because i'm obssessed with weight loss. so yup, i'm really happier now.
the past week has been really awesome. i thought through a lot of things. for years, i've been living under my sister's shadow. it's time to be myself. sometimes i'll be wondering how my sister is skinnier than me, smarter than me, prettier than me, bakes better than me, and that makes me unhappy. but no more of this anymore. she's my sister, and i love her a lot. i used to stress myself because i wanna perform as well as her. i'm afraid of how people will look at me if i graduate with a bachelor but my sister graduates with an honours. but really, that's just me and my own ego. that's just me and my inferiority. that's just me and my self-consciousness. for 21 years, part of me was living as someone else. now, it's time to be myself again! :) hello, huishan.
ahhhh feels good to say all these. now it's back to my lab report!